Sugar crumpets....

Oh dear. I'm a bad person.
I've been neglecting this page.

Seriously neglecting.
Like...Amy Winehouse taking care of a baby panda. You know that panda is gonna be dead in the week...you know it.
But you just wait and hope for the best...that wicker seats can compensate as bamboo for the poor panda's digestive system.
Or the panda learn to feast on crack whore meat.

Actually it wasn't my fault. I was ill for a while...that involved...well...my body bleeding when it shouldn't...and many rest room visits.
I was actually recovering from several doctor visits for stomach problems. Oh god, I don't want to take any more probing and needles. And I found that I am no longer shy about being naked in a paper gown in front of a middle aged male doctor. If fact, the breeze is abit pleasant.
As a result I've been uninspried to draw much....because feeling out of it.

However! I am much better now!
I have recovered quite a bit. Luckily my friends and family...and my gf were all there for me when I needed them most. You know who you all are.
I am also having...school financial issues....for ART school is FUCKING expensive....and this particular school likes to suck me dry.
....And that sounded particularly wrong.

So due to money problems, I cannot attend school for fall term atleast. Also I must make a decision of It's either art...or nursing school. Ironic much?
Truthfully, I do like nurses better then doctors...I find the work they do and everything impact a patient more...and there's so many different types of nursing...and good money....AND always a job..because there's always hospitals.
I LOVE art, but it's competitive....and I'm not such how good of an artist I am lol.
However, If I could find a college that can give me both....I would like that.

Lol so it's either starving artist route...or scrubs.
Hmmmm......life decisions....I hate decisions.

Better go savee that panda meanwhile.

Till later raspberry tarts,
much love.